So although I'm frustrated about the time its taking me to enlist, I am still very excited. Also, I'm getting my ego back. =P I'm still not sure if that's a good thing or not. LOL. Just kidding. No for the past year, I felt like I kind of lost myself. Now I feel like I'm finding myself again, and I've got my ego back! I realize that no one person can hold me back from what I want in life. I'm better than that. I will no longer wait around for anyone. It's my life now, and dammit I'm going to live it up! Try and keep up! I dare you.